Small achievements during the short holiday

 What I have achieved during the short holiday (2.8.2025-10.8.2025): -

1. Grow Kangkung, Cilantro, Edible peppermint and Gerbera flower. See the picture.

2. First time tried to cook herbal tea egg. Successful.

3. DIY hair rebonding myself. Successful.

4. Took 5.46pm train to comeback from hometown. Met with that stalker gang, overheard their conversation about me but feel nothing. No more anger and hurt feeling, no more performative hustle, and didn't cry when reached the destination. 

5. Small re-arranging of my house. Successfully create an extra space for my outdoor activity. Next time, I want to have tea on that space.

6. Successfully control my body weight even with yummy mummy dishes. 2.8.2025 - 62.00kg - 10.8.2025 - 62.10kg. Looking forward to losing weight until 57kg. 

7. Persistent with my skincare routine at my hometown. 

8. Didn't listen to any tarot reading during the holiday period. Successfully reduce the dependence on tarot reading to create all the imagination on life. 







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