The Journey of ME

' Sometimes, the goodbyes we never spoken, return to us in dreams, waiting to be set free.' I dreamed of you yesterday, after leaving the workplace for years. It been years passing by. In the dream, I am a barista, you're a customer. You visited my shop at night, and it is a raining night.  I am standing in front of the counter, informed you that the coffee beans have finished and I unable to make your order. There are extra beans, but it inside the locker located at my next shop, but that shop has no electricity now. I thought you will leave, and I am quite reluctant inside my heart, to take your order.  Because how am I going to make the coffee at darker place? You are definitely throwing me a challenge. You talk in impatient way. You said, "I helped you". The environment suddenly changed. I already standing inside the next shop, pouring the hot water into the cup. I am happy, feel like I completed a challenge. I heard you talking to others, saying "See, it...

 What I have achieved during the short holiday (2.8.2025-10.8.2025): - 1. Grow Kangkung, Cilantro, Edible peppermint and Gerbera flower. See the picture. 2. First time tried to cook herbal tea egg. Successful. 3. DIY hair rebonding myself. Successful. 4. Took 5.46pm train to comeback from hometown. Met with that stalker gang, overheard their conversation about me but feel nothing. No more anger and hurt feeling, no more performative hustle, and didn't cry when reached the destination.  5. Small re-arranging of my house. Successfully create an extra space for my outdoor activity. Next time, I want to have tea on that space. 6. Successfully control my body weight even with yummy mummy dishes. 2.8.2025 - 62.00kg - 10.8.2025 - 62.10kg. Looking forward to losing weight until 57kg.  7. Persistent with my skincare routine at my hometown.  8. Didn't listen to any tarot reading during the holiday period. Successfully reduce the dependence on tarot reading to create all the im...