爱是什么？
爱是： 永不假设，永不期待，永不幻想。永远不要高估你在别人的心里第位。爱人要永远先爱己。
熬夜和爱而不得的那个人，都应该放弃了。
2025年夏至里的热咖啡
我爱冰咖啡， 白天黑夜，晴天雨天， 它陪着我，一年又一年。 像记了我的倔强， 我从不服输，绝不妥协。 但在今天，夏至 我喝了一杯热咖啡 像一条骑着脚踏车的鱼， 不在水里，却在陆地行走 今年夏至 我想，我的叛逆， 在倔强的城墙里， 开出了第一朵小花。
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